Sunday, February 06, 2005
WEILONG I KNOW YOU"RE READING THIS.
someone's blog will tell what kind he is?so tell me weilong, tell me.what do you think of me?is it good?or bad?really wanna know.so its dumb to blog but its totally fun to read someone else's huh.i dont even know why im blogging.to let someone read?or just for mere fun?i dont think typing this load of shit is fun.so i guess im left with blogging for the public..but who?so weilong, can you help me?should i or should i not continue to blog.to blog, i have to settle down, think back what has happen, the bad and good moments, spending a chunk of my time to recall and think of how to phrase my thoughts out.right now i already spend 10 minutes.am i blogging fine?weilong, give me a truthful answer..i dont even know who's reading and taking notice of this.is it all worth the trouble im going tru?what if everyone's getting bored of my non-stop whinning of everything and decided to stop reading?wont i be blogging for nothing?then whats the purpose of blogging when no one's reading?wont things be better if im writing a diary instead?again, weilong, give me some wise advices..if things does really go ugly and people stop reading, they will too change their opinion of me right?people will start to avoid me.not only that, people will start gossiping about me.news, bad stuffs normally, will be spreaded to those people who dont read what i blog.eventually, ill be solo.oh no..things getting so nasty ill shudder everytime i think of that.is it all worth it to get traumatized for blogging?i dont know, i cant decide.weilong, really need your help.weilong, your name has appeared seven times, are you going to help me?so is it still fun to read when you need to help someone?weilong, ill end with a please...help me (:
it hurts, it really hurts..
thankyou.
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