Thursday, March 23, 2006
Its 1.35 now. Many people dont belive in being friends after breakups but do i actually have one? Or its just pure pretending from the both of us. I know eventually how things is going to end up at just by her past experiences. Will i end up just like them? Or will i be a special one and snag on this friendship?Time will tell as usual. And how do you judge a gentleman? For a month of two he's oh so god damn dazzling whom you want to spend your life with and next you're oh what a fcking pest. Do men deserve such treatment even when the fact is everyone aint perfect and they will commit multiple mistake. Judging by the present situation i THINK im not on the way to become a pest YET. Got back my watch finally. There's neither awkwardness nor depression in the air. Is there a need for such mendacious impersonation? I'm sure losing contact with your lost one is fine. Is there a need to try and maintain a simple and cheap relationtion everytime? The decision to leave the once classical person is made and we have to carry on from then. I'm not trying to deprecate anyone and if you think what i've mentioned coincide with what you're trying to do i'm sorry. I dont deserve gesture from you anymore and i hope that you understand i too, want to move on with my life. Can everyone contribute abit of effort to help me? Thank you.
thankyou.
1:38:00 AM